Fail fml!?

Point one: asian failed my math test.
I'm such an idiot and bawled like a baby after the test. I'm too highly strung..well not anymore since i cried it out haha.
I've noticed that i struggle to keep my emotions in check and my facade is fading. I get all red faced when a get angry- literally so i suck at arguments cuz' my face gives it away. since when honestly! Ever since i quit athletics my face is so ...red D:

anywhoooo
it turns out I got chosen for round one. but im not happy? because i have to decline. I know hardly anyone who would know what im on about would read this which is why i type because i feels as though talking to others about it will ruin my chances.
gosh i hopehopehope like crazy!
truely 'eyoh'

now for specialist back
noms, pretty sure i cocked up so to speak- i feel waaaay too calm



<3
from jenny's blog
yum gyaru is cool!